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Because a god should not fuck her prophet. Because I believe
In abiogenesis more than I believe in myself. Because I had
Gore in my fingernails while I cried on the bathroom floor, and you
Rocked me to sick Heldigare's lullaby as the nearby bathtub
Filled with the blood of my enemies.
And I said, with my hair stuck black to the floor, drool
Wet on the back of my hand,
You must love me more than you love yourself.
You must love me more than you love yourself.
You must love me more than you love yourself.
You began to scream when you tried to clean off
All the blood. You said, maybe they're right to call
You a monster, savage child, Kali disease. I stood
In the backyard in a bathrobe where the hawks land
On my shoulders, the snakes writhe and fall dead
Into the pool. I said, if I cannot make you happy,
How do you expect me to save this world like
They wrote in their books, turn their houses into
Ash and the fields to gold. A god should not
Fuck her prophet.
And in this wasteland you are by my side when
I put the mask over my head, when I slaughter
Everyone I hate on this altar of bones and ring
My mouth with blood. Maybe I am a monster.
Didn't you know this was all for you. They convulse
With their heads against the bones, their fingers purple
And mouths stained. I will save you from your sins,
I said, holding you close enough to crush your ribs,
But you know,
You must love me more than you love yourself.
You must love me more than you love yourself.
You must love me more than you love yourself.
And across the woods where the sun plunges
Down heavy in the trees you help me bury
The bodies. Your fingers are shaking. I said,
I don't know who I am anymore without you.
You can't touch the bodies with your bare hands.
Their heads are falling apart in my arms. You
Don't really believe I'm a monster, do you, I asked,
You don't really believe that. You looked back
Through the trees at me, where I stood with two
Red hands, with a bruised stuck struck head, and you said,
You are what you want to be.
You are what you want to be.
In abiogenesis more than I believe in myself. Because I had
Gore in my fingernails while I cried on the bathroom floor, and you
Rocked me to sick Heldigare's lullaby as the nearby bathtub
Filled with the blood of my enemies.
And I said, with my hair stuck black to the floor, drool
Wet on the back of my hand,
You must love me more than you love yourself.
You must love me more than you love yourself.
You must love me more than you love yourself.
You began to scream when you tried to clean off
All the blood. You said, maybe they're right to call
You a monster, savage child, Kali disease. I stood
In the backyard in a bathrobe where the hawks land
On my shoulders, the snakes writhe and fall dead
Into the pool. I said, if I cannot make you happy,
How do you expect me to save this world like
They wrote in their books, turn their houses into
Ash and the fields to gold. A god should not
Fuck her prophet.
And in this wasteland you are by my side when
I put the mask over my head, when I slaughter
Everyone I hate on this altar of bones and ring
My mouth with blood. Maybe I am a monster.
Didn't you know this was all for you. They convulse
With their heads against the bones, their fingers purple
And mouths stained. I will save you from your sins,
I said, holding you close enough to crush your ribs,
But you know,
You must love me more than you love yourself.
You must love me more than you love yourself.
You must love me more than you love yourself.
And across the woods where the sun plunges
Down heavy in the trees you help me bury
The bodies. Your fingers are shaking. I said,
I don't know who I am anymore without you.
You can't touch the bodies with your bare hands.
Their heads are falling apart in my arms. You
Don't really believe I'm a monster, do you, I asked,
You don't really believe that. You looked back
Through the trees at me, where I stood with two
Red hands, with a bruised stuck struck head, and you said,
You are what you want to be.
You are what you want to be.
Literature
even god needs an editor.
these subtle strings that some
lonely god wove into souls and
hearts, bones and blood--this is
his swerving handwriting, curling
across pages of skin and color.
i can see him now, bent over a long desk
sweat collecting in beads along his brow,
glittering in the ethereal candlelight, and he is
writing in DNA, telling new stories:
genetic d
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(I will never forgive Millais for painting Ophelia calm in the water. My cousin Noah died shoeless and struggling under a lonely mans hands, his eyes full of rain runoff. Real people dont sink as pretty as oil on canvas: Noah was four feet five on the autopsy slab, no flowers, no frames. I am ruled by the aesthetic, but I would embrace his every imperfection if it meant having him back. This clumsy dilettante still loves Noah with the scabs on his shins, sitting sloppy at Sams recitals in sneakers and shorts. Give me the asymmetry of his eyelashes. For the fir
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I fell from the sky when I tried to kill god.
I gathered wild grief stricken boys
And stored them in glass jars
Their moon shine eyes hooded,
Under the train tracks red light glow
Much like the local strip of neon slit sidewalks.
I realized I was not so much the Doreen in my queer little life
So much as I was Esther.
When I’d take slugs of cheap wine whilst reading the classics
And writing obscure essays and analysing dead poets
Licking the burgundy liquid from my wrists
And mopping up the spilled ink
With my frayed sleeves.
The autumn air smells of rot and I can’t help but reminisce
About bonfires in old abandoned warehouses
Where we’d run across open fields that spli
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Your work is consistently some of my favourite writing that I've ever come across. Absolutely lovely.